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Goodbye.
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[31 Jul 2004|11:36am] |
i hurt myself today
to see if i still feel
i focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but i remember everything
what have i become?
my sweetest friend
everyone i know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
i will let you down
i will make you hurt
i wear this crown of shit
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
i cannot repair
beneath the stain of time
the feeling disappears
you are someone else
i am still right here
what have i become?
my sweetest friend
everyone i know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire or dirt
i will let you down
i will make you hurt
if i could start again
a million miles away
i would keep myself
i would find a way
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| It's All About You |
[30 Jul 2004|01:01pm] |
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EDIT #3: ........I wish I never had a stupid LJ.
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| yup |
[13 Jul 2004|01:27am] |
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Yup.
Sorry if anyone IMs me tonight and I don't respond...I tried to type this entry out and it was taking me too fucking long so yeah I give up on typing.........
yup
why do I feel like i'm in some low budget horror flick?
afraid
yup
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| Barbie Has New Boyfriend |
[11 Jul 2004|10:30pm] |
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Tori Amos-*-Marianne |
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Guess what?! I got a cell phooooonnneee!!!!
And guess what else?! I'm not paying for it!!!!!!
Candice's dad has a 4 person plan on his cell phone thingie and only two of them were being used so he's all like: "Here Julie. Use this cell phone so I don't lose any more money."
I HAVE A FREAKIN' CELL PHONE! I've never had one...oh excitement!
In other news...Barbie has a new boyfriend. :|
WTF
Thank you CNN for reporting that a pastic doll has a new "boyfriend" OH YES DELIGHT ME FURTHER IN THE NONEXSISTANT LIVES OF STUPID BUSTY OVER SEXED CHILDREN'S TOYS! Ken you awful wife beater. EVERYONE HATE KEN! OMG MY JOURNAL IS ALL ABOUT THE LIFE OF BARBIE NOW K??
Here.
Based on the lj interests lists of those who share my more unusual interests, the interests suggestion meme thinks I might be interested in
1. reading score: 22
2. books score: 20
3. writing score: 17
4. love score: 15
5. poetry score: 14
6. anime score: 13
7. rain score: 13
8. drawing score: 13
9. stars score: 13
10. tattoos score: 12
11. felines score: 10
12. tea score: 10
13. chocolate score: 10
14. creativity score: 10
15. candles score: 9
16. bastet score: 9
17. ancient egypt score: 9
18. sleeping score: 9
19. witchcraft score: 9
20. animals score: 8
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( I'm a barbie girl... )
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| Have You.... |
[09 Jul 2004|03:50pm] |
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Interpol-*-NYC |
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1. Have you ever seen me with my shirt off?
2. Describe me in four adjectives.
3. If we could spend a day together what would we do?
4. Have we ever gotten in a fight?
5. If you could give me a present what would it be?
6. Would you hug me?
7. What can you see me doing in ten years?
8. Pick out an outfit you would like to see me in.
9. What song would you dedicate to me?
10. What do you love about me?
11. What do you hate about me?
12. What is my best quality?
13. Have you ever had a dream with me in it?
14. Could I beat you up?
15. Am I your hero? If so, why?
16. Give me a nickname
Do thank plez kthnx.
I'm supposed to go out to Jay's with my parents tonight. But I'm not too fond of my dad right now...Oh well.
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| Still Ruined My Night |
[09 Jul 2004|02:04am] |
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So I did go to see Mike's band and it was great...
And then afterwards we went to Stake And Shake...except this SAS was more out of the way...not the one we usually go to, but we went anyway. So I walk in the door and low and behold who do I see? Why it's the asshole Bobby that made me feel like he really liked me and only used me for his own shits and giggles or whatever. So just looked straight ahead...tried not to make eyecontact with him again, but I could FEEL him watching me and I got very uncomfortable.
Candice and Mike were talking about maybe saying some smack to him...
But then the little fucker left. Still ruined my night. At least I had a bigger posse then him...7 against 3 we could of taken him...Though I would of rather not seen that dickhole ever again in my life.
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| Nice And Soft And Comfy And Pink |
[08 Jul 2004|02:41pm] |
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I think I may of already done that quiz...but not quite sure.
You know what pisses me off? I was going to get my ears pierced today with Candice at around 5:30....Well, Candice got out of class early so she called me to see if I wanted to go earlier...problem was I was in the shower so I did not HEAR the phone. So guess what? SHE WENT WITHOUT ME! And she got her ear pierced again! WITHOUT ME! EVEN THOUGH WE MADE PLANS! I'M MAD...
Keith isn't coming up to see me anymore...Melis told me last night he isn't heading for Cinci on Friday so we won't get to go on our psuedo-date. This makes me sad. It also makes me sad that Melis is going to visit Kelly...but not me. ANd Dayton is more on the way to Cinci than Columbus is. I want to cry...
AND...it looks like I am going to be missing Mike's band playing tonight too! MY parents took my moms car in to be fixed and apparently there was more wrong with it than they first thought so NOW she doesn't have a car till Sat...so she stole mine...and she won't be back tonight for me to use her car.....and Candice has musical practice and Megan is too busy working and getting high so therefore...I have no one to go with and no one to drive me....I really am going to cry.
At least my underwear is all nice and soft and comfy and pink.
( coffee black and egg white )
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| It's worth $2 |
[03 Jul 2004|09:10pm] |
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Smashing Pumpkins-*-Blissed And Gone |
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I just got back from seeing Mean Girls Ooooooo...Lindsay Lohan looks a lot like Debbie. It was okay..I only payed $2 to see it...it's worth $2. Candice hurt her hubcap by going up on a curb so she made me drive her around...and she made me take care of the cut she got from touching the frayed metal on her hubcap! >:O
There's a party tonight, but I have to leave for Cincy at 9:30 AM tomorrow morning...I don't know if I want to juggle both.
Did I tell you my car is fixed from the accident?? NO?! WELL IT IS! IT IS BEAUTIOUS!
Three is the number that represents wholeness and
completeness. The Pythagoreans considered three
to be the first whole number because, like
three pebbles laid out in a row, it has a
beginning, middle, and an end. Most things
come in groups of three; past-present-future or
mind-body-spirit. As a three, you will
probably experience a lot of success in your
life. Threes are lucky, rich, and easy-going,
but you can also be tempermental and
superficial.
What does your name and arithmacy say about you? (some simple knowledge of adding is required on your part)
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( plastiks )
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| AND MY CROTCH VIABRATED |
[02 Jul 2004|08:16pm] |
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Last night Candice and Debbie convinced me to go clubbing with them and Jana. So I weeeeent and I was all wearing all this black with black lace and I hate clubbing. But, you know what? I was drunk so who cares! It wasn't so bad...two icky pooh guys tried to dance with me, I don't know why I was dancing crazy-like techno-shit to SWEET DREAMS! Anyway this one guy who was dancing with me his friend was dancing with Debbie and they all exchanged numbers cause my friends wanted to meet up with them later...but we didn't...and I was content about that!
Then we went to Stake and Shake and I was the only sober person. I still talked trash with my friends to threw fries and stuck straws up my nose though. We fucked around with these guys sitting behind us that had a serious starring probalem for the first 10 minutes we were there. They wanted us to come back to their house...Um can we say creepy?
BUT WE DID RIDE MOTORCYCLES
AND I GOT TO RIDE ON A HARLEY
AND MY CROTCH VIABRATED
Now I'm going to steal from Justin...
( not tonight Josephine )
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| DEBBIE DEBBIE DEBBIE |
[01 Jul 2004|01:29am] |
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Long time...no fuck. I MEAN. Whaaat?
So Debbie has come to town from her far away homeland known as Britian. I missed the accent. I missed the humor. YAY FOR DEBBIE BEING BACK! We've done lots...like saw Spiderman 2 and Dodge Ball. They were both very entertaining movies. Spiderman 2 was better though, I thoroughly enjoyed it. YES I DID! I love Spiderman. She's only here until the 7th though...we have a lot more to do! Like...um terrorize stuff, yeah.
The pool with Megan and Debbie was nice today...and then Dodge Ball later with Candice and Debbie.
DEBBIE DEBBIE DEBBIE
I CAN'T WAIT TO GO TO ENGLAND!
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| FUCK YOUR COOKIES!! |
[24 Jun 2004|01:59pm] |
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First of all...why the fuck is LJ being so slow??? Last night I couldn't even post a comment on anyone's entries and then today it look me like 10 minnutes just to get the update page. I would say it's just because I haven't shut my computer down in a while...but all the other web pages I frequent I'm not having a problem with.
Another thing...
JP. Your cookie generator thing SUCKS! It always tells me "No cookies available" FUCK YOUR COOKIES!
I've been watching my sister's kids a lot. The house is a mess and I'm expected to clean it. And my room too...my dad said something about me not going anywhere until it's done.
Tuesday night was fun! Candice's dad waas out of town so we had a party. Megan and I had spent most of the evening together laughing and hanging out and shopping and then we picked up Mike and headed over to Candice's. Much merriment...I took 4 shots...2 of Vodka and 2 more of this STRONG ASS stuff that was all buttery and triggared my gag reflexes. But, the wine Megan brought was good. I felt all soffisticated. We were just drinking and talking. It was Candice, me, Megan, Mike, Michelle Ha, Andrew, Jim, and Maria came later. We did end up skinny dipping in Candice's hot tub which was like HEAVEN! Naked...in warm water...looking at the stars...and being drunk. We played "Never Have I Ever" and I felt like the most innocent one in there. I drank maybe once for all the sexual instances they were coming up with. Then Megan and I had a long nice conversation with Maria. Candice never got in the hot tub naked!! Oh well...Megan and I slept like a rock. It was much fun...now I'm bored again.
Yesterday I went to this natural museum with Mom and the kids...I saw Sky there and he gave us a personal tour of all the animals! And I got to hold one of them Black ....what-sa-ma-call-it snakes. It was cool.
I think I might go put a dress on and frollick outside, watering the plants and smoking a cigarette.
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| HAPPY |
[20 Jun 2004|11:23am] |
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HAPPY FATHER'S DAY DADDY!!!!!
He can't read this, but it's the thought that counts! Maybe I'll wash his car that I use everyday for him! :D
<333333333
Last night I went to Micah's birthday party....wait...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICAH!!!!!
He turned 21 and all that good stuff. I took Megan with me since Sheila's parents would let her come to Dayton =*( And it was a lot of fun!!!! But I was the DD so I did not drink ;) It was like a high school reunion.
I saw the regulars...Hollie, Adam, Micah you know that I like to hang out with BUT THEN Eric Butler MY EXBOYFRIEND was there! I think he still hates me because he was a douche when we broke up and he lost all his friends ha ha ha! His brother Evan came too...there was my "party twin" Ashar...Rick Flake...Lucas Tobias...AMANDA!! DWAZ!!! My old best friend!!! Awl I missed her sooooo sooo much! She had dyed her hair green and looked cute as ever. It was good times...Megan and I had fun just hanging around, smoking cigarettes and talking to everyone outside on the front porch of Micah's CRACK house.
Okay now do this...
( never say never )
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| He Made Me Do It |
[18 Jun 2004|03:25pm] |
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I took my final exam for Neurophilosophy!~! Let's hope I didn't fail it shall we?
Hey like...JP...QUIZES ARE FUN! So I'm going to take them...He made me do it.
HOW ABOUT I KILL HIM WITH SEX INSTEAD?! YEAH...THAT SOUNDS GOOD.
( but the darkest pit in me... )
I have pizzah to pick up in 20 minutes. WEEEEEEEE.
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| On To The Quizes! |
[17 Jun 2004|03:53pm] |
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I've decided today...is the day of quizzes!!!
But, first I wanted to say that I found out that the guy who used me...Yeah, he does it all the time. He's on MySpace JUST to find some random girl in his area...sweet talk her, make her think she's everything, make-out with her (or if he can...do more) and then stop talking to her the next day. He's also apparently the type that would drug a girl so he could take advantage of her. He's the biggest slimeball ever...and I want to kick him in the balls....not just for me, but for all the other girls he's fucked with and will continue to fuck with. He'll get his...I just wonder why our mutral friend did not warn me about him...makes me wonder....Anyway, on the to quizes~!
( for you and me )
I have to clean things.
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| This And That |
[16 Jun 2004|02:23pm] |
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I have to clean my room...must clean my room. But, first this! And a little of that!
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| I Think |
[14 Jun 2004|09:58pm] |
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I stole this from JP cause that means we're friends! :D
| How to make a autumn_moon |
Ingredients:
3 parts competetiveness
5 parts brilliance
1 part empathy |
Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little lustfulness if desired! |
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| At The Front Door |
[12 Jun 2004|09:04pm] |
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Hahaha I rule...
You're so depressed... but why? Some people might
call you whiny and annoying, and you are, to
them. You still have people that are willing
to listen to you... right after they've been
dumped.
What band from the 80s are you?
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I love the Cure!
In other news...I'm housesitting for Candice right? So I was a tad bit frightened whenI got there last night, but then I calmed down and went to bed. ONLY TO BE WOKEN UP BY THE DOG BARKING...
AT THE FRONT DOOR!!
What?! Who's there?! Oooh I was so scared. I turned on all the lights and sat up all night just staring at the TV screen...I was soo scared. Ahhh....and I have to go back tonight ALL BY MYSELF! I tried to get Melissa (Meyers) or Jana or even my brother to come stay with me! But they won't....;-; I feel like crawling in a dark hole and dying. I don't want to do this again...I hate being alone!
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| Let's Go Find Some Zombies |
[11 Jun 2004|12:12pm] |
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I R TEH WINZ0R. This might be wrong though....I think I would run and hide...I dunno. Let's go find some zombies and find out!!
Congratulations, you make it until the end! You
are the strong, modestly good looking man or
woman who doesn't take it from anybody.
How fast would you die in a cheesy zombie flick?
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(note: this quiz has been stolen from Justin)
So remember my professor? The one that told me I looked and acted like his dead wife? Yeah, well remember that exam too? Yeah...I got an A AND the hightest grade in the class! I R TEH WINZ0R. YAY FOR LOOKING LIKE DEAD PEOPLE...
...Wait maybe that's how I survive, the zombies think I'm one of their own!! :OOO
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